Thursday, February 11, 2010

Sorry, I Love You

I’m sorry.

There, I said it. Again.

Do you even remember how many times I have uttered those words to you? Yeah, I know, it’s just too numerous to mention one by one. Countless as the stars they are, but you know them all. And you know the odd thing about you? You ALWAYS forgive me. It doesn’t matter how little or how monstrous my shortcomings are. I even denied you before, remember? But it seemed so insignificant to you. You are always there, waiting. Waiting for me to turn to you. You’re just unbelievable, really.

Your love and kindness simply emanates in everything around me. Yet I always break your heart. And you know how many times I cried because of that. Yes, I did cry A LOT because of you. But the amount of teardrops I shed cannot seem to drown my transgressions away. I always lose myself. I always forget about you. In my mind there is this enduring battle between knowing what’s right and doing the opposite. I cannot seem to win.

And I know that you know how my guilty conscience eats me up big time. Ever since I’ve truly known you, I realized my ‘guilt meter’ is always on a high. It sucks, you know. Of all the feelings in the world, it’s the one I hate most — being guilty about you. Yet why do I always hurt you? Why do I always fail you? It’s making me mad. And heck, you are still so crazy about me it’s so mind-boggling. I’m not even deserving.

I love you. I am truly, madly, deeply, crazily, deliriously in love with you. Help me become a better me. Help me, please.

Again, I’m sorry. I’m really sorry. My God, please forgive me.

P.S. And really, I’m sorry for not using capital Y all throughout this article or else my readers would immediately recognize I’m talking to You. Er, it’s the surprise factor, as you probably know.

P.S. 2. Happy Valentine’s Day lovely peeps!

55 Comments:

pmm012 said...

for some reason, i was waiting for that catch...theres just no other love like His love... happy hearts day to you ..

roanne said...

Ehem! Akala ko pa naman para kay gege na toh?! Hahaha!

I am Xprosaic said...

I knew it! jijijijijijiji... pero medyo gusto ko rin atang mag-agree kay roanne jijijijijiji... -peace-

Vajarl said...

Ay religious, much? Haha. Akala ko nagbibinata ka na ren eh. Anyways, I posted something almost the same as this one I think last week. Kala ko pareho tayong mag eemo mode. Hindi pala. :P

Mokong™ said...

Nice Valentine Post..kakaiba tol ah!
Advance Happy ValenTiger!

Leomar said...

Another well-written and timely post! Malapit na nga pala ang Araw ng mga Puso.

♫ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ♫ ayu ♫ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ♫ said...

well..you're human..and you cant avoid making mistakes..but the lucky thing is she loves you the way you are and forgives you everything you apologize to her..isn't that nice..? :3

^__^ dont blame yourself for your shortcomings..no one is perfect. the fact that you did know what you have done and regret it..you acknowledge and accept that its your fault is already worth-forgiving :)

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Badong said...

PMM: Tenkyu! sanyo rin!

Badong said...

ROANNE: ay, meganun? ahaha!

Badong said...

XPROSAIC: nako isa ka pa! mga issue kayo.

Badong said...

VAJARL: sorry Vaj! lam ko medyo deviant ka sa topic na to. hehe. emo mode na rin to sakin. hehe

Badong said...

MOKONG: happy belentayns din Moks!

Badong said...

AYU: hindi mo ata nabasa yung last part. hehe. Happy Valentines din sayo!

gege said...

naks!
na-unahan mo ko dun!
haaaaaaaaaaayst.
may alam ako sa 'cried'...
ahahahaha!!!

selfless love.

^ - ^

Vajarl said...

Ay emo na ba yan? Haha. Pero teka, deviant naman ata ako sa lahat ng bagay. Sige na nga, magcoconform na ako. Kaso hindi bagay saken yun. Haha.

kapangarigan said...

Badong, Badong, Badong.

Ano ka ba dong.

Ligo ka lang dong.

At nang bumango ka naman dong.

Sabay bulong, Sorry, I Love You from your one & only Badong.

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Badong said...

GEGE: quiet na lang dun.

Badong said...

VAJARL: haha! oo nga Vaj, hindi talaga bagay. stay as you are na lang!

Badong said...

KASPARINGAN: ay naligo na po ako! hehe. happy Valentines, Sir!

Badong said...

AILEE: And you too!

♫ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ♫ ayu ♫ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ♫ said...

nyaw~! sorry naman..nabasa ko yung last..but i didn't even think that it was a fiction..hehehe..(considering it as a fiction since you have used 'you')

but anyway..if its true..i have given a nice advice, though x)

( / ・ω・)//!!! happy hearts day and happy Chinese new year :3
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minatots said...

nice one. :D

Happy Hearts Day!

Geone11 said...

the best song for this "I Keep Falling in Love with You Lord".... Nice post btw... God Bless! =)

siyetehan said...

it takes a lot of guts to say sorry

Snow said...

Nice blog entry. Happy Valentine's Day!

Vajarl said...

Badongkadonks pa update ako ng link. Toinks.

Stunted Male said...

Maybe the song by fantasia would help you put music to your words. It's my latest post actually.

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